It's been a while for a lot of things: my activity on gaia, much needed revelations, and finally, I've re-enrolled in school. I'm currently enrolled for IT: Systems Security and today is my first day of classes. I was so excited to start, that I misread my schedule and ended up searching for a class that doesn't start until next month. lol
But hey, at least I know where to find it now.
Anyway, trying to catch up on everything that's been going on would turn this into a novel, so I'll summarize how I'm feeling right now.
It's weird how before you even turn 18, you have an idea of what you want your life to be like. At 26, that vision is dusted and forgotten. I tend to look at things more realistically now. I know that I have amazing potential. Hell, I can learn almost anything on a whim. But I have lacked motivation and drive for so long now that it became a concern.
I had to push myself just to get into school, and even though I have gotten into the habit of giving up, I am not letting my life slip into perpetual forfeit and helplessness. I am better than that and always have been. I just needed to remember for myself.
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I chose to leave this journal public to show how every one's life is different, but it's the journey that makes the wolf; not the destination. Feel free to comment or pm me.
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