There is a field trip this Friday to go roller skating. The only people there will be district employees (fellow DC teachers and subs), parents, and our kids. It's going to be interesting to see if I socialize at all with the people my age. Usually at field trips there is some point where the kids stop hanging all over you and there is a small window where you're able to mingle with the other adults. I don't know very many people and I haven't exactly made any friends, except with the kids and my own two coworkers, whom aren't really friends of mine. There are many kinds of teachers and people who do our job, but also many cliques. I'm a tad intimidated.
I also feel guilty because I've been late with my roleplay duties.
Boyfriend sprained his ankle last Thursday and there's still a fat bruise. I've been taking care of him and making him feel special. It's exhausting and when the kids don't behave, taking care of him has been the last thing I've wanted to do. Our sex life has been greatly impacted.
I have been craving Fallout so badly I feel as though I will cry from sorrow. It's like missing a friend or relative. Sigh. I won't let myself play until I finish my roleplay stuff so... if I got to it? I could do what I want?
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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