i wanted him to look at me i wanted his focus
i wanted him to desire me truly and deeply
when he put his hands on me and when he touched me
in the most gentle ways it brought me joy ... just being near him
knowing he was coming around gave me butterflies for years
yes for years the feeling never faded
but i wasnt what he truly desired i wasnt born with the angles that pleased his eyes yes something about me captivated him but his captivation for me wasnt enough for him to promise me love and protection
now i see him hurting he is hurting deeply he has changed of course i have moved on but i still care about him i even pray for him at night
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