So, I can't really explain the crazy turn my life took, nothing makes sense and I'm not sure what's real and what's not. Right now, I know that I have to keep trying to provide for myself no matter what happens. I have a lot of things to think about and reconsider. Even though I'm aware that I'll to face every situation alone, I still feel the need to speak my mind. I just need to know that someone out there can hear and feel what I mean and somehow, something I say can help or change them. I know now that no one will ever think of me as much as I'll think of them. So now, I'm really focused on staying strong and standing up for myself more. I have to remember that there's nothing wrong with me and that I deserve to live well like other people too. I just need to build some confidence. It feels like the ingredient I've been missing this whole time. And people do say confidence is sexy lol, who knows? I'm just not sure where confidence comes from or how to ease into looking it. Guess I'll do some research.
Sincerely,
Kalasia
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