its about that time i start to write my thoughts down an be judge by those whom deem them selves Superior to myself without the knowledge
where to start though im sure i said most of my thoughts to most of the ppl on Gaia that i was once a constable for 5 years right after graduation from high school from there i was injured by twisting my back an causing nerve damage to my lower back
was over weight after that got really depressed about not being able to walk to where i wanted to go or be able to work
hey there we go getting something going now
by then we reach the present so far im a first year in college done an right around the corner is my second year in school.
the more i think about it the more i feel anxiety about what my future holds for me after i completed my three year course
lots of good ppl who made it to the end of the first year it was a bit rocky at first but now im sure its only going to get even more difficult in our years to come
heh im 31 going on to 32 living alone but yet i cant seem to understand my fear of commitment hell i rather be a gamer all my life then to be told what to do
but then again its my own fault as well im more my mother then my father lol
mean angry an hateful......but yet compassionate to be human
little by little im starting to understand my faults the more i push away the people who need help the most
unable to find whats most important in my life....eh if im up to it ill even write about my past as kid growing up in a world of sick ppl
where to start though im sure i said most of my thoughts to most of the ppl on Gaia that i was once a constable for 5 years right after graduation from high school from there i was injured by twisting my back an causing nerve damage to my lower back
was over weight after that got really depressed about not being able to walk to where i wanted to go or be able to work
hey there we go getting something going now
by then we reach the present so far im a first year in college done an right around the corner is my second year in school.
the more i think about it the more i feel anxiety about what my future holds for me after i completed my three year course
lots of good ppl who made it to the end of the first year it was a bit rocky at first but now im sure its only going to get even more difficult in our years to come
heh im 31 going on to 32 living alone but yet i cant seem to understand my fear of commitment hell i rather be a gamer all my life then to be told what to do
but then again its my own fault as well im more my mother then my father lol
mean angry an hateful......but yet compassionate to be human
little by little im starting to understand my faults the more i push away the people who need help the most
unable to find whats most important in my life....eh if im up to it ill even write about my past as kid growing up in a world of sick ppl
