Wow, I can't even believe I looked at this again! xD So it might be a little bit of an overstatement to say that my life is perfect, but it is to an extant lol. Once you end up seeing life through different eyes, you start to change and feel things you didn't think you could feel. Sure, there are some downsides on this end of the spectrum, but I'm on that middle ground that I've been trying to find. It's so relieving and I'm grateful for the things that brought me here. There isn't a day that's gone by when I haven't asked myself "Why am I here? Why am i alive?", but I try not to think about it so hard. And for someone like me, that's not easy in any way, shape, or form. I'm almost positive I've got some mental disorder, but I have no idea what it is yet. Either way, the symptoms are completely noticeable so I have to deal with this eventually.Since being creative keeps my mind in a calm state, I've decided to come back to writing. Not only that, I'll be drawing more and playing music. I'm always letting other things cloud my vision, but I'm doing better with that as well. Even after all the thinking and planning, something in my heart managed to keep things spontaneous and fun. I'd love to say that I'll plan my next move, but I can't. Life throws s**t at you. The way you handle it is what matters.
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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