My body is betraying me and time has surrounded me
I want for things to get better , for !life to become beautiful
But as time goes on I realize that things always happen around
Us without an explanation without a reason
They all marched away they disappeared so a part of me is missing
But I don't notice what's missing immediately it sneaks up on me.
I told myself back then that I would be prepared for this but unfortunately
I am not prepared. What I wanted did not come to fruition... I guess that makes
Me selfish because all I think about is everyone being together even though that is not
Necessarily what is best. You walked out of my life forever in a different fashion and it has not hit me yet that I won't be seeing you everyday anymore .
I dealt with this already before . Change is supposed to be a good thing but I know now that change can also be bad. Empty rooms and empty hearts what's the difference really.
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