My journey it started off with a desperate attempt at change ...
I was yearning for a shift in myself to change what I did not like
Yearning for perfection... Yearning for an illusion something that would fix everything and take everything that has been hurting me away... Yet along the way I realized that I felt lighter that my heart had dropped a weight a weight that was so heavy and so deeply ingrained into my heart over the years.
You removed this chain didn't you... It's funny because now I'm realizing that you are my only ticket to fulfillment ... To happiness ... To heaven and yet I never realized it because u believed the lies that the people who don't even love me told me... The people who made me feel useless in the first place lied to me
But you told me the truth so father Thank you.
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