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an extended response to "Digi Bros Do Dark Souls 3, Episode 34"
Literally no one reads my journals so I don't even care. And probably no one in the entire ******** world gives a s**t about this except for me.
I made a status bout this, but it's late and I'm ******** pissed off. But the video was posted like a week ago, so I don't feel right about actually posting a disagreeing comment on the video.

Something I always, ALWAYS want to remember is this sentiment: "It must be real ******** nice to have the luxury of calling people out for 'selling out'."

Like... If someone can be doing their art, what ever it is, and if gives them enough veiwers or money or whatever, to SURVIVE than that is a good thing. THAT. IS. A. GOOD. THING.
NO DIGI HE DOES HAVE TO PLAY THE CHARACTER, HE DOES HAVE TO PLAY THE CHARACTER IF HE WANTS TO SURVIVE, NOT EVERYONE HAS THE ******** LUXERY OF GETTING TO DECIDE THAT THEY JUST WANT TO "FORCE IT ON PEOPLE". NOT EVERYONE PAYS 500$ A MONTH FOR RENT AND CAN ALSO AFFORD TO HIRE AN EDITOR, AND CAN JUST MAKE 20 SHITTY VLOGS IN ONE MONTH AND CALL THAT CONTENT. ********.

(I guess I should note that I do also think the "Vegan Video" was pretty annoying and stupid. But at least there is sort of a reason for it? Like No matter what Frank does, you can always, ALWAYS write it off as parody, which I think is part of the genius.)

HE'S ******** MAKING HIS LIVING. THAT'S A GOOD THING. ********. PEOPLE TRY. PEOPLE WANT TO MAKE THEIR REAL ART, BUT GUESS ******** WHAT, THEY WOULD ******** STARVE.
YOU HAVE THE LUXERY OF GETTING TO SAY THAT YOU WOULD STICK TO YOU'RE "ART" IF PEOPLE DIDN'T LIKE IT. ONCE AGAIN, WHEN YOU PAY ******** ALL FOR RENT IT DOESN'T AND MAKE SHITTY VLOGS ALL MONTH IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. YOU HAVE THE LUXERY OF BEING ABLE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND MAKE MONEY OFF IT, BECAUSE YOU ARE LUCKY. YOU CAN MAKE SOMETHING "REAL" BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE LUXERY TO. YOU HAVE THE LUXERY TO 'NEED' TO MAKE STUFF INTERESTING TO YOURSELF IN ORDER TO MAKE IT. M U S T B E R E A L F U C K I N G N I C E.

******** YOU.

this is stupid. I'm bitching about youtubers (that no one even gives a s**t about) and I don't even have the guts to make my own ******** videos, or put enough of my art and writing a stupid a** s**t online that I'll ever get popular.

I don' know. I'm less drunk (which is good) but still not really coherent. I guess I'm just pissed off that people can have successful careers doing jack ******** s**t while me and my BF, that I'm dragging into this s**t, are going to ******** starve, while trying to do real art. Because even though we would probably both "sell out" in less than one second, we don't even ******** have the opportunity to, because that's just how it is.

********. I guess it's really true. Don't have any idols, kids. They'll just inadvertently s**t on you and your world views and there's nothing you can do about it.

also gaia, sTOP ******** PUTTING OPINIONATED SURVEY QUESTIONS AS CAPTCHA YOU FUKCING MORONS.