Too much thinking does alot to a person. I think I'm falling back into depression. I just feel dead inside. Nothing is making me happy, all I want to do is just hide under a rock and never reappear. Man the last time I hit a depression this bad was right when we moved to cali.
Sorry in advance if I vanish on everyone, that what happens. I vanish only for my own sanity. I'm at the point where talking to my friends online is hard to do. I love you all don't get me wrong on that point. But I'm just so emotional detached from myself in scary and dangerous for me. I in a sense become a heartless that just doing what she is told. Yea just gto done play Kingdom Hearts 2, so sorry about that.
But anyways that how I feel, feels like my hearts just slowly breaking away and I'm just waiting for the end.
Krista DarkAngel Silme · Mon May 22, 2006 @ 07:04am · 1 Comments |