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Alot of ******** things been pissing me off lately so ima gonna rant

My social life.....
I was well set in my old town had gained a lot of great friends...and was sure to gain some more had I not moved...

My love life......
well its pretty ******** and up s**t creek....got dumped for unknown reasons
((used my imagination to figure out what the true reason was))
and damn my native heritage lol ((I have to wacth out for who the hell im related to from now on or at least check the persons family line if they happen to be aborignal like me))

My school life...
Ima lazy ******** sometimes so the pressure of having to stay behind a year to properly grad is allways shoved in my face...hell if I fail 1 class at all this term
my course selection for next year will be ******** this damned GRADUATION PORTFOLIO isnt helping me either its just ment to make the weaker thinkers focus on what job career they wanna persue I allready found mine and not much is required to gain access to it... this damn graduation portfolio is just a hinderence
on my progress to achieving the job career I want

My social life con't.....
jobless ina almost dead port town w00t stare
dont bother much for trying to make friends anymore cause most
of em will most likely move out of town anyways ina year or 2 after they graduate

My school life......
feel like savagely beating the s**t out of a couple people and my planned speech the principal to why I did it will most likely be "You know it ,I know it ,they know it there scum with no future...those ******** had it comming ...if it wasnt me it would have someone else would of beat the s**t out of them.. harder or worse later on in their meaningless *I think I'm black* lives"

Family life.....
Bi-polar mother....a*****e stepdad with anger issues...little twin brothers that hardly ******** listen

personal feelings... felt dead inside when I moved here this past August...felt lost and alone agian like I did in grade 6....
almost went along with my insane plan in November ....but I really stopped giving a s**t when and other nameless problems occured all at once...And aparrently I have come to hate the month of March....starting to feel lost agian..luckily im not as alone as I felt at the start of this school year....

funny how one can dwell and rely on hope and going with the flow of things for so long even when the situation starts to look hopelessly stacked