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Though I seriously doubt you'll come read this. You were.. a strange friend. One who I kinda lurked around whom either liked my craziness or just tolerated me. She's a funny girl, very perverted and outgoing. Also, very curious. Mostly just seeking to experience things. so much so that she once got me to do something I regret, that I shoulda let another person find out along with me what kind of drunkard I am. For since the night where I got so drunk that I was no longer hiding my true feelings. My feelings were stripped bare and exposed, and now unprotected.. And since that night, she's not said a peep to me. Very nice reaction that was. I admit, one reason I am taking this "Scorched Earth" stance of friendships is because of the sudden 'dumping' i got from you, Shil. The other reason I did is the fact that I realized that those who replied to my 'friendlist purge" in May only did so out of fear of no longer having an extra person to say "See, see! I'm popular because I have many friends"

Sorry if I want friendships that actually mean something. And one that willn't suddenly drop me for some stupid reason. .... >.> and now I'm angry. whoops.