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What I'm listening to while I type this:
I just replied to your message on Facebook a minute after you replied to mine:

Ri
i know you're going to be annoyed with me, but I just like knowing and reassuring myself
did you cheat on me
do you love me?
you're not going to leave me right?

It's been five minutes and you haven't replied. And you're suddenly offline. I'm definitely reading far too into it. You're at work, and you're busy ^^" at midnight o'clock. There must be tons of customers. Or maybe your manager is watching over you and you really are busy. I don't know, why won't you reply? Are you thinking of something to say so I stop asking, so you won't have to feel guilty that you're hiding something?
I'm only asking the top to questions to question your loyalty and make you feel guilty for lying to my face for over the years since you came back from Thailand. I feel so, so stupid. Do you get it? Every single time I asked you if you cheated on me, you always said no. And now this sh*t comes up? You lied to my smiling face, and my bawling face. What is wrong with you?

I did not cheat on you. I love you more than anything. I have never even thought of leaving you and i never will.

Reassurace. After eleven minutes.Thank you. So I'm just paranoid then, huh?