So high school is over and I can't seem to get a kick start on life. I know I need a job and that I should prepare for college and so on, but I'm really enjoying hanging out in my room and hanging with friends and being on the phone 15 hours a day (typical teenage girl, right?) I really want to start giving myself a purpose. Since I was born, I've always felt like I was useless. I can change that now, but I should probably start with not relying on other people. People suck. Secondly, I should pick up a permanent interest. I've always loved drawing, photography, playing instruments, fashion designing, interior designing, and so many other things. But I can't seem to choose what I want to do for a career. I was thinking of just getting a lame job somewhere for a short time just to make some money, but I'm just not motivated. How do you fix lack of motivation? Beats me. I just hope I get it all together soon.
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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