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He's asked me to ask my parents if i can hang out EVERY SINGLE MOTHER FUDGERING DAY
And even though I say they'll say no, he says ask anyways, and my parents just get suuuuper goddamn pissed about it, and i'm just like what the ********, why did i even try when I knew this would happen. I haven't seen him at all this week, and they just keep saying no.
And I finally asked today. I even got up early to clean my ******** room and their bathroom. And what do they say? "Is it life or death if you see him?" Well yes and no, I said, he's mad at me because I haven't seen him all week. And all my mother ******** says? We'll talk about this later. Like what the ********. We have to actually sit down and have a whole discussion about whether or not I can go see my boyfriend that you're literally preventing me to see, and here I am, obeying your ******** rules like a child even though I'm 18. You know what? This is ******** America. I can make up my own decisions. But because I "respect" you, I obey your every order. I technically have the choice whether or not I should obey them, but I do everything you tell me to do, because I know, in the long run, somehow, someway it'll pay off. But right now this ******** hurts. I can't see my boyfriend for no good goddamn reason, but because you say it's "Not important enough"? ******** you, you don't know how ******** important he is to me.
You're just lucky I listen to you now. And don't go behind your back all the time, like I wish I could. Next year, It's Sayo- ******** -nara.