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*sighs* I don't feel like writing on my mule on days like this. I don't know what to do when a really good friend asks me out. Its like I love him but its not something I want right now. How am I suppose to tell him that? I've known him most of my life so its strange I never thought of him that way and now I see him differently, but I don't want a relationship right now. It like took me a long time to get over the last person I liked and just got over him. I just want to be a better version of myself. I guess I need to tell him what I feel right? It would be easy if I could just say no but its not. I know I have to give him a reason but I know it wont be good enough from him. I know we wont be friends after this.