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kipples

	These Are Lonely Times
	These Are Lonely Times


This is turning into a deep hatred, I'm afraid. I guess when you love someone so much at one point, the opposite can be true when they break your heart. If I could just totally forget about him, I would. Ya know, like in those sci fi shows; just take a pill and you'll forget. That would be nice. Forgetting would be better because he doesn't deserve any of my thoughts. Not even angry ones. (Which, is the only type I have left for him.) I almost wish he regrets his decision just for the sake of asking him how in the world could he make me love him again. But, we all know that's not going to happen. He's far too faulty for that. And of course, that would mean admitting he was wrong and in all the years I've known him, he hasn't been the type to freely admit such a thing. For someone who believes themselves such a genius, he sure doesn't think. I'm awfully tired of thinking these same thoughts over and over. The problem is I'm alone with them far too often. It's not that I miss him, oh no. It's that I miss someone to share everything to. I am in need of a companion but the hope for one soon is pretty dismal. I suppose I'll just continue pretending I'm peachy; I wouldn't want anyone to worry. :/ kipples · Wed Jan 09, 2013 @ 07:53pm · 0 Comments


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psh, i'd rather eat my own hat......
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