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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Vagueness-ness
I had a dream last night, which I don't really recall very well. I remember bits and pieces now. The setting was confusing because it was like hick town for a while, but it was also a lot like my grandma's house. But it wasn't because the distinct features of that setting were missing. Instead, I think it would have been placed further down Cirby Street or perhaps it was Tosha's house? I don't really know. It's somewhere new, that's for sure. Funny bitty is that there was a cannon that was launching propane tanks. PROPANE TANKS?! I mean like wtf. Right? Anyway, we watched one fly through the sky and then one came a bit later and hit my uncle Ken in the chest. It exploded, he survived. >___> As an afterthought, I'm glad it hit him XDDDD

The setting changed after a bit and we were at the school... or perhaps it was Teej's house. Remember, I don't quite recall all of it right now. It has been half the day after all. We were in a car and talking. These are all girls that I was no longer friends with. Tosha was there, being her past whiny a** self, and Teej. Teej was there. I dreamt of her again. It kills me to think that I've dreamt of her twice now, or perhaps it was three times. It makes sense though. Last night I had the hardest time sleeping. I just couldn't get telling people off out of my head. I wrote out an entire letter in my head to Dev's Dad, explaining how I wanted my s**t back. Then I began thinking of what would happen if that didn't go through or other ways I could word it. I possibly made three or four drafts of that letter in my head. Gods it was annoying. I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking, when I never wanted to think of them again. All those memories, all that s**t. I just, don't want to remember them right now. Especially when I am trying to sleep, I want them to keep out of my thoughts.

The dream was basically just all of us talking: Alexis, Teej, Tosha, and myself. That and the little incident with the propane tank.

I'm not sure if I made note of it yet but I had a daydream/mini dream about the Disney Princesses too a while ago. That dream was interesting to say the least. I would love to write a story or use it for a character creation or roleplay. It was... magical. It had the Princes and the Princesses. There were different layers. Y'know writing all this out is bringing out vague memories of another dream in that place..... I don't like all this not remembering s**t. >/





 
 
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