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that was the heading of an ad... I found it funny.

[/ sigh] I'm just.... really frustrated. I want to celebrate in person with someone over roleplaying

NONE OF MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY SUPPORT IT

u__u I mean, sure one my friends is okay with it but none of them want to hear me ramble on about it. The one friend is more interested in the plot stuff than the achievements or fact that I feel like I'm being reunited with a loved one right now. I feel... so amazingly loved and loving yet.... so isolated at the same time. It's like my loneliness has never been greater in my heart.

It makes me feel a bit of guilt that I don't listen to my brother when he rambles on about things he's excited about.... but I listen to some stuff that I'm not into.... I feel as though they don't listen to my one thing. I don't ramble to them about anime. Sure, I can get too deep into movie stuff but they tune that out. I don't mind that so much.... sometimes it is sad.... like earlier today but ah well. That was cause it was my mother and I feel as though we have almost nothing to talk about on a day to day basis.

I'M GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF THAT b***h! I want to go to San Francisco NOW. I am SO sick of her health s**t and crap exercise s**t ******** bugger ******** ******** s**t. I hate it so much.

My roleplay friends get a hint of how annoying she is by my abrupt leaving. But no, they don't get it all. If I'm not outside most of the day, she can't be happy. And if she's not happy, she'll make your life hell. GOD MUTHER ******** eawnflawesrv HATE HATE HATE

[/ sigh] I should sleep. My back is starting to hurt. [/ sigh] I don't want to ..... with that mother ******** in the same bed. I'm SO TIRED OF HER ALREADY.... FUUUUCK!