Soo, i'm sleeping over my friends house. A best friend actually. Her name shall not be mentioned, so I will call her E. So, E and I havent really known each other for a long time. BUt we did date at a time and its just been sort of... i dont know, interesting. I mean, she's still my best friend no matter what. Even after the crap we went through when we were together. But, something sort of stricks me kinda hard. THe fact that she recently lost her V card. And well, normally, like a good friend should be, I am there for her. And she doesn't regret anything and its with a man she really loves. BUT, i hate him. And that might add to the fact that I think I'm jelous... Which usually isn't like me, and I hate being jelous. But I also hate this boy badly, so even hearing about him boilsmy blood and ticks me off. And I also feel horrible when she talks about him(I mean, what girlfriend wouldn't want to talk about their amazing boyfriend) I get pissed off and make a smart remark. When she doesn't say anything about my girlfriend. ((If anyone didn't catch the hint yet, I'm a lesbian)). When, she really shouldn't and I shouldn't be saying stuff about him... well gtg, I think she jsut go tout of the shower.
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