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My thoughts on a surface
I hope to write short stories, poems, or just simple journal entries.
I'm ill
Sitting in a waiting room with no expression, waiting for some stranger to call my name. I struggle to keep my mind on something happy, something that will bury the abysmal thoughts of my last days on this Earth.
I find it hard for tears to suffice now, because I genuinely have lost all joy in life.
Looking up to the heavens, I hope that God is sitting on his throne watching me.
More so, I hope he has his arms wrapped around me, and his face nuzzled in my neck. I want him so close I can feel his love.
Will he take me away to the heavens, where I can rejoice and sing? Will he hold my hand and bless me, a child of his?
Or will he look at all of my sins, unforgiving, and throw me away?
I'm so close to the moment of truth, I feel like screaming. Nobody can save me now though. The solitude of your last days are terrifying.
"Gabrielle... Gabrielle..."
I look up to see a nurse with a clip board in her hands, calling my name and looking around.
This is it. I stand up and walk towards her, the nonexistent tear rolling down my cheek.

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I am a fatty and proud bitches. 20 years old and decided to come back and see what you haters are up to...

Liu Gai Qi
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