help me help me help me help help help
[/ pounds fists against head] I'm so scared
and I feel helpless, like it will close in around me
if I wait, I know it will feel better.
I know once it's over, once this day is past,
I'll be okay.
But those hours, they are like walls,
closing in tighter and tighter.
If I don't pass this class, I'm screwed. No joke.
No exaggeration.
I AM TERRIFIED of the responsibility is poses.
Even if I had started this earlier, I would have freaked out.
Don't tell me my timing makes me freak,
CAUSE NO ******** DUH.
But in general,
this class, this teacher.
[/ whimper]
I want someone to talk to.
Someone to hug.
Someone to hold.
I want my stuffed animals T___T
They would keep my safe.
They would love me and push me forward. They would.
They love me. [/ cries]
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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