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DAYUM THIS IS AWKWARD.



well. Hello, again. I'm probably talking to myself, seeing as no one bothers to read a public journal, but anyways.

well, this week I've been confused about... well, things... ((LAAAAME!)) Okay, I'm not good with this, seeing as how I need to tell it in person to my best friend, and STILL I'm scared of her laughing at me.

remember the one I told you about in the previous entry?
Yeah, well, meet guy number two.

~funny
~smart
~likes my kind of music too biggrin
~likes Bleach and FMA
~good at sketching too
~in my class
~his birthday: January 30
my birthday:January 31


hum. not much to say, I guess.
But then, my best friend (who does not know I have a SLIIIIIIIGHT crush on this one) said that maaaaybe he has a crush on my OTHER best friend, who, mind you, already has a boyfriend. Her name's "Kristiana", and I think my bestie is right sad

To prove my point, here's what he wrote on his "lyrics book":
Name:******* ****** * ******
Birthday: January 30
Likes: Parokya Ni Edgar, Linkin Park, Paramore, MCR.
Crush:
SECRET!
CLUES:
1.) from II-Narra (our class)
2.)Christian

See number 2? I know it can be the religion, but "christian" is too broad. See the resemblance between "Kristiana" and "Christian"? weeeeell?

*sigh* And I've got another problem.
remember guy number 1 from the last entry?
Yeah, well I forgot to tell you, but this may well be our last year together.

See, his father's a pastor in their religion, and he was assigned in our province. Guy number 1 was brought to the Philippines. But now, it is official that his father has been reassigned to Manila, which is the capital of the country and uuuuuuber far from Naga City. Guy number 1 himself doesn't know when the moving date is: either it would be:

a) right after the second quarter exam week, which will take place this week
b) after our Christmas Party in December (the party falls on December 20, which is Toshiro Hitsugaya's birthday. How 'bout that? heart )
c) late March or early April the next year, which will be the end of the schoolyear.


I'm afraid to let him go without saying anything, but then again, what if it was a false alarm, and he was to stay, and that he was to spend two more years with an ex-friend that's gone googly-eyes on him?

I may be thinking about the worst case scenario, but hey, there's a chance, right?

*sigh*

I'll go and get some fresh air. gonk








 
 
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