I've done a lot of growing up in the past few months since you left me. It hurt, it still hurts.. but I realize now it was for the best. I do wish you all the happiness with her. You deserve to be happy, as do I.
I've moved on. His name is Kieran. He's already a million times better for me. We just click. He's the sweetest person I've ever met too. He gets jealous over little things as you did, but he doesn't make me feel like s**t for it. Instead he understands I don't do anything with the intention of hurting him. He understands I have flaws just as he does. He understands I love him, and he loves me back. He makes me smile the goofiest smiles and brings out the happy me. That's all he wants is to make me happy.. And I now know what being truly happy feels like.
So thank you Coty, Thank you for showing me we weren't meant to be. I did love you. But I love him more. So yes, I do hope you are truly happy with her. As happy as I am with him. I wish you nothing but the best.
This is the last time I cry over you, and who would have known it would end in happy tears?
Not Baked Gewds · Thu Oct 06, 2011 @ 07:44am · 0 Comments |