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august 20th 1875

things were starting to become normal again, until a knock on my door startled me from my daily chores. as i answered it it was a face that i had not expected to see. vanessa was standing there with a letter in her hand, she said she had gotten worried about how no one had heard from me for some odd weeks. she handed me the letter which was an invite to a get together at her place. i got ready at about nine and arrived at nine thirty. the party was going great the punch tasted sweet just as i liked it. vanessa got my attention and asked me to join her in her room, we started to talk and she said there was something different about me and she liked the new me. she took off her shirt with her back facing me and asked if i would massage her shoulders, i looked to the left and spotted a silver letter opener. a voice struck in my head, a voice that wasnt mine but sounded familiar, it said "do it, do it she rejected you as yourself, treated you as a diseased animal, kill her." i shook as i held it but when the first strike went into the base of her neck, i couldnt stop. the taste of her blood from the opener was sweet, like the punch, i cleaned up and left to start home, at least the night wasnt a total waste.

johnathan walkes