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I feel useless. It's depressing to be almost 20 and not have a license, job, or plans for school. Not to mention lack of a love life in any way, shape, or form. The last time I went out anywhere with a male was with three of my male cousins and one of their friends to see a movie. How lame is that?! All my guys friends are gone or leaving and won't be back for two years! scream Well the first one only has like 14 months left but that is forever when you do nothing. I am working on the license thing first. I need to learn how to drive again because honestly I suck at it. After that I will try to fix the job situation. Who know by next year I could be out of here. biggrin hopefully I won't chicken out like usual and end up in the same spot next year. Maybe I will get married and have a kid. I swear everyone is preggers or engaged rolleyes Honestly there is plenty of time you don't need to be having kids yet. Oh well, that's all for today. Thanks for reading my rant. Have a good one. biggrin