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well i may sound a little coincided but here it goes...
ok i hate how i could get with a guy i want
i hate how they play with me as if i were there girlfriend
im just a toy i hate it
you kno i what i rlly truly want a serious relationship
for those 5 times ive had sex i felt like if i was able to have serious relation ships with them they treated me as if they were in complete love with me sad thing is i never caught any of there names well i think maybe the 3rd one his name was jason..........i dont keep in contact....i haven't seen any of there faces since...whats wrong with me........
i only rlly want a serious relationship i want those long phone calls were you just talk about random crap that may creep the other person out a lil bit but they dont care cuz they love you........i want to hold his hand i wanna feel his hug......i dont think im gunnu find him im just gunnu be the toy nothing more..........
TILL THEN........
LAURA IS OUT.......