So.
It's been a while since I've made a journal.
But this one is for all those who know me from real life times. XD
Here's the deal:
The possibility of me moving away from here is 100%... After my senior year of high school.
But.
Where to move?
There are four different choices that my mom has considered:
Florida
Texas
Missouri
Arizona
But the two most likely places we're going are:
Springfield, Missouri
Buckeye, Arizona
But those two places depend on one factor:
Jason's company of choice to work for.
Currently he's with a company that starts with a W.
But he's thinking about a company named Prime. (Reminds me of transformers... And the company is for truck drivers XD)
We will find out tomorrow...
But if he stays with his current company, we will move to Arizona.
But this company isn't giving the family money very well. And we will continue to struggle as we get the money to move. Though the move will be cheaper and quicker.
If he gets re-hired by Prime (they had ******** a lot of his paychecks up and that's why he quit the first time), we are moving to Missouri.
He will most likely get more money, and we won’t have to struggle as much anymore. But the move will be more expensive and longer.
-_-;;;
I know what you're thinking:
"Why move with them when you'll be 18 and able to make your own decisions?"
Well wonderful friend of mine, I wish I could.
But seeing how the future never turns out how anyone plans and no one knows where we will be by then, it would be best if I go with them.
1. I cannot get a job, a car, and try to stay with someone/rent out a room, or rent a dorm by myself. AND I have 3 cats so that will be a tough situation.
2. My mom wants to go on the truck with Jason again, and I (& my brother if he's still around) will have to look after the house and animals while doing what we have to do. This would be easier for me, seeing how I would have a place to stay, and I should have the family car to drive to college and financials are taken care of for food and stuff.
Honestly, I would ******** love to move back to Arizona and see everyone again and hang out again. But again, we will be "adults" and may not be able to do a lot while trying to start off our lives.
And if I move to Missouri I will have no one, maybe make some friends at college but it's not like high school I think... And maybe things would be easier without any distractions?
I don’t know.
I guess I'll have to see how it all plays out.
In the meantime, keep your fingers crossed for whatever reason.
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