– m-2103
The first time I saw you
My heart beat twice a second
The way you smile
The blink of your eye
The tone of your voice
Are the moments
That I anticipated to fall for
My chance to be with you
Is already in front of me
But still I’m holding back
I don’t know why
I don’t know why I’m still holding back
I couldn’t speak clearly
I feel nervous
When you’re having a talk with me
I couldn’t set my mind in consciousness
I feel bagging down
I couldn’t start something to open with
My heart is crying
And telling that I must do something
To entertain you
But why I couldn’t express my feelings
I’m so arrogant
I’m ashamed of myself
I just stand there beside you
And let the time consume
Without doing any memorable event
I’m really sorry that I let you down that night
If I can just turn back time
I will do what is in my mind
The right things to enumerate
And let our feelings be one
But why I’m telling this
If I couldn’t do this in reality
I’m insane of this benevolence
I’m all alone
I want to be with you
Please some one
Tell me how
Or….
Am I just fooling myself
Thinking of you as my lover?
Do I really love you?
If yes,
Why couldn’t I at least hold your hand
And tell that I like you
I need you
And I love you.
