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Dreams Never End
So in this journal...If I ever write in it. I'll be talking about what I do in my day...or what I've done over the years.
Well isn't that Ironic.
So I just got through with a relationship with a guy, approx, 3 weeks ago now. Maybe a month, the time has kinda just flown by me. Anyway, I find it amusing how I went out with the same guy I listed in my last journal entry." I don't think I could ever go out with you." And yet he asked me out in late October of 2010. Setting himself up for disaster? I think so.

Honestly, I had no idea I would end up giving two shits about this guy. I had no idea he actually loved me until he sent those drunken text messages to me. So naturally I treated him like I treat every other guy I know. (I'm super flirtatious, btw. not skanky, but flirtatious enough to get guys interested, Pheromones radiate from me apparently...Moving on now) So, given my flirtatious personality that I shouldn't have mentioned in brackets but I'm far too lazy to move my hand to my mouse to fix it atm. So i'll just leave it as is...As I was saying. He was obviously attracted so he set himself up to be my boyfriend. He took me places during thesummer , bought me things blah blah blah it was really fun. Not gonna lie about that. So when he asked me out During October I quite literally thought, "ohshite, sure why the ******** not." Ran through those reasons, and ignored them. and told him yes.(It's funny how I remember this exact moment still.... xD) Anyway, here's the timeline:

October-November: *Stumble, stumble, -trip- "********."
December-January: "******** trust, lets live with this!" ;<3<3<3<3<3 ; "******** stop bring this s**t up whats past is past >.>"; "Oh my god I love you so much. <3"
February: "oh my god, I love him." <3
March: Auto pilot, lots of teasing.....<3
April: ******** this s**t.

Isn't it somewhat ironic that he told me that he didn't think he'd want to go out with me in April of last year, and this year we broke up in April around the same day? Oh the irony.





 
 
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