What is the point of living When you screwed up your social life?
F.uck you Sebastian why do you have to be so f.ucking hard to get over!? And then I loose my best friend! All I have is music and tears.
Not even school is a success for me. I honestly was surprised that I got B's on my report card. At home I am not happy, at school I have nothing and a broken heart. Magen, we should talk more F.uck stupid Jennifer! She just hates me because I get more time with Morgan than her. All I have is my dreams. And even in my dreams I get hurt. I'm so done with this life. What Sebastian dosnt know is that we will die in 2012 and he wouldn't have even talked to me. What is the point of living? I'm not even smart what the f.uck am I suppose to do after highschool? HoW the hell will I get a decent job? I don't even have a boyfriend. How will I find love life? Life is cruel. Shoot me now and get it over with. Ron Pope, your song "Drop in the Ocean" reminds me of Sebastian. And yet u cannot stop listening to it. I hope I do not turn to drugs and ruin my lfe even more.
So what if I texted last night? I know it was from Erika's phone but who gives a care?
And I totally heard your voice tremble when I looked at you during your speech
Btw I'm sorry you didn't make the finals.
And I totally could see you out o the corner of my eye xD
Ok I have to admit that when I looked at you one time you were starring very creeperly!
I can't tell if you like me or if your just leading me on.
Maybe neither...
Please do not bring it up durin school even if undid dream about it. Did you know I Actually had 2 dreams about u? That's 1 more than any other guy that I have loved. Is it possible to love somebody even if they are so mean?
I hope I can get over you. I give hugs~
Nadira Szpirglas Community Member 
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