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Part 9

I don't want to know what is going on here. Maybe I should apply for a job in Sapporo again. I saw a young man walking on the building next door's roof reading a book. I looked at him and he fled away. The feeling I got from him is not like a hollows. Or a shinigami's( though I've only met a few.) Next time I see Urahara I will tell him what I saw.
I saw an old friend of mine the other day. Ginjo Kugo. He was in my class in middle school and my Freshman year of high school before he moved. We were good friends. He use to sit by me at lunch and we would swap lunches. We talked for a little bit about the old days and what we were doing currently. He was surprised that I had become a librarian. I said that I was working at the hospital as a secretary and I enjoyed it as much I did the library. I asked him what he was doing. He said he did work for his wealthy employer. It was a short meeting since he got a phone call and we said goodbye. I admit I got the same feeling from him like I did the Book Kid as I call him.

I'm not so sure if i wasn't supposed to not have these abilities. I'm beginning to think that my mother's hiding something from me about her past. Why has she kept quiet about her family for so long? Something is not right here.Also, why would Nanao lie about how I got my abilities?She told me what the Research Division told her what I might be.Why would they lie? Or maybe they don't have an answer. What am I ? Not a shinigami or a hollow. Is it possible humans are able to be their own type of being? I don't think I'm what ever Ginjo is.What else is there though? Am I part of a group that has been long since forgotten? Does my star necklace have anything to do with my ability to see ghosts? What other ability's might I have? I wish my mom would tell me. I wonder if there are others that are like me but know what they are. Or am I the only one left? It is late and I must get some sleep since I'm working on a Saturday.Hopefully I get answers someday but I think I may never know.