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I dont know where to start on this new page as this is first page for 2011

Well lets go back bit before i tell you what new with me.... 24th around night time when i was baby sitting my internet got disconnected as this month my roommate should had payed it awhile ago so i been stuck with out it and now as the story goes i been meeting random people since like this girl i met she was singing on the second floor i stop and look at her and we talk but i feel like something about her made me think about myself... my younger self

she did help me kill my boredom few time when i choices to talk a walk at night but things seen to be off when i notices my life is odd. i mean like it odd when i dont deal with drama almost everyday and i dont have to think of so many thing like doing UTAU, trying to be funny online, helping few friends on stuff i dont think i should talk about and being on Gaia... it just feel odd because 68% of my life is about it and hanging with my weeaboo friend made me think of AMC and how much i hate yet love dealing with drama online... i have a feeling some people online would miss me but then i planning to kick my roommate out that end up with a big fight later then landlord was gonna kick us out because of it even i have no prove or any ability to kick him out but some people help me and he has until a month to leave and back on looking for a new roommate.
i dont feel bad but it been crazy to me even he didnt help me as much as he use too and it always end up with a fight few times but i ended up getting another gay roommate D;

i been drawing but not using a pc but i notices my art skills with down and i had a dream about this band i feel like doing but its the name "Chris won the talk show" i like the name so much i might try and it as a comic but it smiler to Gaia chatterbox forums.. i notices that for some odd reason.
oh! i bought this Otaku USA and it has this hatsune miku cosplay that mock me and made me try to use my pc but upset cause i cant post it until i pay AT&T as i did but took them forever to do something...
then im going to therpy for my feet, left hip, shoulder and back as i feel like in pain almost everyday when i wake up. i feel sick and that girl and i keep talking about same thing over and over... how badly romantic we are and i told her about forever alone... you know its fun to met someone that simlier that you... i had someone like that but he gone-ish married and im back with my ex best friend family with new years

its funny when he was taking a dump and he comes back 10 min in 2011 and said as his family and i were outside "sorry i was talking a s**t" and i shout "that one long s**t" you know i was having fun but im glad were friends again and his mum was like welcome back cause of that fight but things with well blue screen of death pop up onces and awhile and i finish some song covers but i mainly thought somebody online might miss me and got my new sweater...
still think i should go missing irl then go missing online
~Ayame