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i should be painting beautiful sceneries or drawing wacky anime or writing a very good fantasy fiction book about an assassin or a bewildered witch... or reading tarot cards or ancient runes... or practicing a lame cheiromancy...
huwaaaaaahhhh!!!!

but look at me!!!

i'm studying hard... very very hard and stressed because of a choice that i never made... or even dreamt of in my entire life...

this horrible or maybe... spectacular... horrifying truth that it may change my whole wasted life...