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ATTITUDE.

Hopefully. Mostly likely. I have addressed the changes that NEED TO HAPPEN FOR I NEED TO BE AWESOME. ..in other words, I need to change myself for my sake and happiness. Again. FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME. jkjk, but seriously, this seems to happen alot. I need to make so many adjustments in my life and personality. -__-

Anyways yeah, I'm planning to be more friendly and open to everyone. I've realized that I'm going back to those days when I only talk to a few people and ignore everyone else. And that's..probably why I'm unhappy most of the time. Today and tonight I've been WAAAAAAY more social than I actually was for a long time.

I'm acting sweeter to my family. xD Because..yeah..I need to show my love even though it's kinda hard to. Seriously lol. IRL I don't really show much love for everyone. xD thats another stooooooory~

I'm trying my hardest NOT to be sarcastic and cracking inappropriate jokes. Inappropriate jokes are pretty easy to contain yet the sarcasticness..ehh..I'm gonna have to work on that. Actually, I'm probably going to be like this regardless everything that I do, all I can do is just not do it as much. xD And this will be satisfying enough for me.

...yeah. I think I can do this. I'm gonna go stay up a little bit more and go to bed.

~Vanessa