The last few days have been a bit hectic. Two days ago I finally got back in contact with someone I’ve known since 2008 and who I care for very much. His family is going through a lot right now, and he can’t afford a phone, even. I don’t care. It was the best holiday gift ever to just see him again… The day after that, I had the most awkward dream. There was a bunch of black mages going up our driveway, through our front yard, through the back yard, and over the fence into the neighbor’s yard where they were clumping together. My friend was staying at our house, and I told him not to go outside because the black mages were out there and I didn’t know if they would attack or not, and they certainly didn’t respond to me trying to talk to them. He went outside anyhow and for a walk around the block, and when he was coming up the hill that our house is on I opened the door, and surprisingly enough our cat jumped out the door and began running down the hill and one of the roads, and was being chased by a blue giant squid. A SQUID, PEOPLE. THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN IN MY DREAMS, A CAT BEING CHASED BY A SQUID?! My Mom chased after the squid and the cat, trying to get the cat back. The cat went down towards the lake and vanished, and the squid decided to chase my Mom instead. She came back up, and all the while my friend was still coming back up the hill. The Government thought that there was alien activity and they set up this HUGE facility in the ravine that was near our house, right in Edgewood Park. My Mom decided that she had to take me to my old school for some odd reason (Though in my mind it was just school. That school, Esther B. ********, is the main destination for a lot of my dreams because I felt so trapped in the playground there. In another dream recently I tried to climb the fence to escape and it wrapped around me and burned me to death.) but I kept telling her that it was blocked off because it WAS a government facility, after all. She drove through the fence and I heard my friend call after the car, “REMEMBER ME!” and I had the most ominous feeling that I was never going to see him again… We drove over a metal grate and an electromagnetic claw swooped down and grabbed our car… We were captured and put into a huge enclosure with other people from the neighborhood, with no plumbing and little running water. The scientists there said that they were studying primate behavior and that if we proved ourselves “smart” within an allotted time, we could leave. If we didn’t we were euthanized. The main director of the facility moved into the house with his daughter, though most of the time SHE was in the enclosure too, not because she had to be, because she had already passed the test, but because she felt pity on us. We were put through a series of tests to rat out who wasn’t “smart”, and I was constantly being pressured to have kids with another fellow “primate” because of my age. (Think this is whacked up? I’ve had it worse.) It eventually became a secondary goal for my release, so now I had to reproduce AND prove that I was smart. ******** if I do, ******** if I don’t. For some odd reason then I was thrown into the future to meet myself. It was around easter at a house I’d never seen before. I had 2 kids while I was in the facility and I asked myself how I proved myself as smart. Myself told I, I taught I how to make a fire with a ZIPPER, of all things. I was about to ask me about the kids, then I woke up. -.- That was… Two days ago? Well today I could barely focus. I was a grump (Yes it’s that time.) all day and I could barely focus, I was in so much pain. I could barely wait for school to let out. It’s finally the 1st night of Hanukkah! I’m pretty excited.
-Sera
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