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day`s where happy with you,
day`s were alway`s filled with smiles,
filled with laughter,
but since you left those are slowly fading away,
the happiness has left with you,
you left me with the memories,
memories of the days that we shared,
my days are now dark,
when i see your picture i cry,
when we talk i end up crying,
when will you return to me?
when can i truely be happy again,
will you ever come back.
we had fun,
now since we are far away,
nothing is fun anymore,
you moved on,
made more friends,
i don`t belong,
not any more,
i miss you,
my heart is dead,
those days replay in my mind,
those days are all i have left,
i miss those days,
we would goof around,
laugh at dumb things,
i loved hanging out with you,
your like the sister i will never have,
you stuck up for me,
i gave you a shoulder to cry on,
i gave you someone you could talk to,
now you have more people,
i`m left out in the street to fight for my self,
i`m slowly drownding,
will you be there for me when i`m on the cliff,
will you hold me back from it,
will you pull me from the ocean,
the dark of the bottom is pulling me down,
can you hear me crying out,
can you tell i`m drownding,
i`m no longer happy,
i hide behind my hood,
i hide my face with my bangs,
i no longer am the cheerful girl you once knew,
i hide in the darkest places you can find,
i no longer laugh,
i no longer smile,
my whole body has numbed over,
i no longer feel pain,
i feel only srorrow,
come back to me,
make me laugh,
make me smile,
make me happy again,
don`t let me go.