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What is this foolish game? Why am I forced to play? This deficient game called love and life. I lose. Every time. I fall. I lose everything ever time I play. This time I'm done. I give up. This time I will never get up. I broke a heart and got mine broken. This time, my heart didn't just crack, it exploded into a million tiny pieces. Deficient means stupid if you didn't already know. A deficient loser... Forever a loser, is what I will be. But, I will not pull you down with me. Leave me ... I can't believe I let myself go this far... again. But then again, How could someone not like you? I hope you love her as much as I love you. Don't forget me...Please...I know I am a loser...But I will be here, if it doesn't work out... I love you ...