well lets put this on notes shall we.
1. I just learn my 'Think Twice AMV' thingy is banned in these country
Quote:
Argentina, Austria, Belgium, Chile, Colombia, Denmark, Finland, Germany, Greece, Hungary, Malaysia, Norway, Peru, Philippines, Poland, Portugal, Romania, Russia, Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Sweden, Switzerland, Thailand, Venezuela
Link to the video is right here on the [x]
2. I just ate like a pig at lunch. Mostly cause I haven't been eating right and most facts I haven't been sleeping right. Oddly my friend that invited me for lunch was like wow and i was like damn this is freakin good D:< omomomomomo
no joke i'm being serious
3. I blew off job that was gonna be give me too me. Keep in note on this but trying to fix a job is hard and we all know that right well... this job was being detail post as in scenery second note i dont know if i spell that right but my friend now thinks i'm crazy cause i could carry a firearm and stuff... still not my job nor choice to do such cause i am crazy and trigger happy
4. i found my favorite notes on a character called "B" I did back in high school and might draw him if i can
5. I been label a "Mexican wannabe Asian" I have no idea how this happen but I love the new label yet still falls in 'Weeaboo' funny I'm not too impress about it nor the fact that i would be all Japan fan-addiction but i'm trying to get an Irish accent and Russian accent... no really I want a damn accent :T
well these are the notes i'll lay that has happen in the last few days but I do get flash back at that rehab center thing... dont know why but feel like i'm drawn too it still have nothing better to do but share whatever info of random yet thing i feel like talking about myself even sometimes people dont really care... i think you do care if you are reading this right? come on... come on buddy i know you like to know just-- little bit about me.
well it doesnt matter but i do have a CB crush and a real one
~ayame
Community Member
it is very hard to get personal with someone, especially over the internet. but being anonymous does have it's advantages. right?
i find myself opening up to people more and more, so i guess i am healing too. but at the same time, i've been slipping back down that slope i crawled out of. going back to my old self but the new me is still mixed in. claiming i am going back to therapy, but avoiding it at the same time. drinking way more than i should. drinking helps out with the pain, and they refuse me painkillers because of the drinking.
wut do?
keep living i suppose...