Why is it now?
I panic at your words.
Wish them to be of love...
But know this hope will fail.
And Know that Its all ,
Going to crash down.
Poison my words,
Leave a bitter aftertaste.
I question my love,
Like I question none other.
Maybe Im just crazy
Or crazy about you.
But I only dislike both,
Because If I do love you
Its a pointless fickle love
That will only distress you.
But If I am crazy,
I cant trust myself
I'll fear my own emotions
and linger in my mind.
So what will I do?
How will I live this through,
When I cant sleep at night
While not thinking of you?
I know this feeling of hope
I carry in my heart.
Will soon betray me
And I'll fall so bad I wont cope.
I know every inch of my mind
Is saying No.
Because you will leave me
Because you will go.
And yet my heart is stubborn
And Shows that Im a hopeless fool.
Because no matter how I know it will break me
My heart still wants to try...
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