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The shits hit the fan
Ive made my master plan

I want nothing too do with most of my family
It's to damn dysfunctional for me
I also uncovered its pitifull history

It's bad history seems bleak
My wanting to do anything with them is getting weak

It's sad but true as I have realized
It's most of my family I've come despise

My real dad He owes me 20k child support pay
I don't really know him much anyway

My mom is not what she used to be
But I guess BI-POLAR would ******** up anybody

All stoners and drunks make up my real dads side
Other discovered messed up s**t ripped my heart open wide
All the family from my moms side are either messed up or heartless with cash to throw away

And to think I missed them all when I first moved that day
If I'd known all this s**t way back when
I would of had more reasons not wanting to come back ever again....