okay sooo...at some point in my day, i get sad every once in awhile. like today in guidance class. my teacher has this thing called "good news" when she passes a ball around and whoever has it has to say something good in their life. the ball was passed to me today and...all i could do was stare at it... and yeah i know i couldve said something simple like "i made a new friend" or "i did all my homework" or some crap but it didnt seem like very "good" news. everyone else had something great to say. something that really made a difference in their day or in their lives! i couldnt think of anything and i felt terrible! i was literally tearing up. and she was like "maybe someone else can save her turn, but she'll have to give us good news on thursday!" did it ever occur to the woman that good things just dont come to me!? ugh! i felt like i havent accomplished enough and maybe i havent D: so im gonna have to do something about that! i mean, i appreciate life but there's nothing in my life thats good enough to share =/ almost like my life doesnt compare to someone else'. hopefully, i can find some good news by thursday....
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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