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hum...after all we went together to a safe place.
that was a hard thing.we saw a lot of terible things like suicides and homicides.we felt the pain of everyone who died.i entered on conflicts like.what we will do? what we can do? and why we still alive?
eustace and i fought alot because he lost the desire to live and he want to kill hisself.but me and etheel ned he's help.after all of this we saw the thing most scary thing...The Childhood Bloody War.a lot of orphans were kill a lot of people were kill.and our hate for the "bloody arm" increased gradually.at time of eustace try to fight with one and he...died.etheel saw eustace's die.after that she wasn't back at normal.she stop to cry and when she saw the people die she just smile.i was scared.very scared