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I am alone and you know it


First Love?= Maybe it is my fault. I am the one to blame for the hell I have been dragged through? Is it my fault that he was with her, when I thought things were getting better as we worked them out? Is it my fault that he told her that he loved her... that he decided that I wasn't the one? Daddy?= Is it my fault That he hit me, threw me against the wall and treated me like a rag doll yelling at me, telling me to be better, more like my sister? He says it is. Is it me that causes him to get so angry? Be so vile? Me= they drill it into my head, they say it is all my fault for everything. I can't help but start to believe them. The scars, they are the only thing I am sure that I have caused myself. I can't blame anyone but myself for them. I suppose they are the only thing that is my fault that I can be sure of. Something that I can say I know who to blame for. Vampgirle · Sun Aug 29, 2010 @ 12:22am · 0 Comments


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