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I wish I could say, 'it was fun'

But, when I think back to how it was the last couple months,

It wasn't anything except pain and misery for me.

This may sound a little bit tart and bitter for me,

But it is how I feel.

You'll shed tears now,

Thinking you have failed me..

And I'm going to let you believe in whatever you want to believe in,

But I can't live in these constant fights,

I can't choke up every 'I love you' I don't want to say,

And I can't hurt myself anymore.

I can't even count how many times I've bled

Over the bitter words we've spatted at one another.

I've outgrown you.

Now, this may seem like the end of your life..

Well, stop that

Because you know its not.

Don't sicken me like that.

I'm sorry to give you this enclosure,

But it's our time,

Our experation date,

and I know it'll sting,

But, in bitter words,

Get over it.