If your reading this, then you've probably read my last journal entries, and you know what I'm talking about when i say everything I was afraid of was true. I can't believe it, I'm totally devastated. But I did what I didn't want to do, I called. We talked for a good hour, finally it came down to if I had any heart left in me to forgive. I chose to forgive with what heart I had left. I really hope that was the best choice, if not I'll probably be scared on all future relationships. She promised on her own life that it would never happen again, and I still feel for her. But now I have a lingering thought in the back of my head that maybe she's still doing this stuff, cause it was by luck and chance that I found out about the last thing. If anyone's reading this and has advise, I sure could use it, I'm feeling lost. Not totally hurt, and I'm feeling alot better now, but I could still use some advise.