Was He a Figment of my imagination? but how can the mere human mind imagine something so vivid so perfect...so intoxicatingly right? but now i see he wasnt a mere figment of my inner thoughts for the evidence is right in front of me...was what we had a mere dream of what i one day wish to have with someone...is it so bad to want someone who will treat you right...to be there when you need them the most? is it so bad to think that for one second that you actually have a place in life were that special someone is by your side? for i know not what to do..i cant look forward if im always looking back..maybe its time to move on? or am i so infatuated with this beautiful creature that i cant possibly imagine a life without his love and support?was what we had truly love or just another facade that has placed it self over our eyes? are we so desperate to find the one thats right for us that we deceive eachother? with the faceless lies we speak everyday? i Know not what to think anymore...am i really this pathetic? or was what we had really there? im lost and confused without him....
NumblyLifeless Community Member 
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