I gulp down my sorrow and pain
As I read the words on my cell phone.
I read them carefully then realize what he means.
That’s what it means.
I get it now.
You use me to get to her.
I see it now,
I see it all now.
The equality of it all.
I get my share, you get yours.
I don’t want that.
No, you get no share.
But in reality you get whatever you want,
You’re too far away for me to do anything.
I gulp again then let the tears flow.
I am once again an empty shell,
Thinking I had a piece of hope left in me.
I do not.
I am hollow like a dead log in the forest,
All because of you, your greed, and her.
I am hurt, but I cannot bleed.
I can scream and cannot be heard.
My tears would flow, but they would simply dry up,
And as usual I am left with myself, my pain and my cell phone.
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