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I need to get this off my chest
Okay so basicly here is my long story. Most of the details are a bit fuzzy I'm just going off of what I can remember for sure for the most part. I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm being a b***h or unreasonable or stupid for even caring but it's really bugged me in the last year or so.
From age born to eight my mom, little brother and I lived with my biological father out in east. It was pretty crappy he was really abusive and everything. Mom, brother, moms new (now old) guy and I moved out here for a "new" life. Things were okay, dad resurfaces in a city out here in a different city and calls my brother and I up at home to go spend Easter with him. So we pack to go spend that week with him turns out hes like oh well the month after and yeah. Then he sends a birthday present that year for me, give me like 20 bucks, gives my brother 50. christmas he sends me like 10 and my brother a game or something like that. Then for my brothers birthday he sends brother a gift but a letter saying he'll send me a winter coat or whatever. Never does. So after that he like vanishes out of our lives and resurfaces again in like grade nine or ten...I think it was ten and it really bugged me and practically suffer a break down. All the while I'm dealing with this form of depression and addiction type thing to pain killers. So he starts trouble then saying that I'm not really his kid so he doesn't need to send anything to support me or whatever. Then he like leaves again and everythings "normal" then mom and boyfriend break up and things get really rough but that's a whole other story. So mom finds real dad on facebook and then she goes to the courts to charge him for like past child support and whatever else I can't really remember what else she said. But now he's saying to the Queen's bench in the provence he lives in now that he's not really my brother 's or mine dad and that my mom fooled around. Which is comepletely untrue and he knows we are his kids.
But the thing is. I dont know if I should care or why this even bugs me. I feel horrible for letting it bug me but it really does.
Sorry thats my shitty self pity rant
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