Not feeling so hot...
Well, all that good feeling has gone away. I feel like total crap. Ya see, now when I got on facebook I checked out her profile to see how she was doing, due to the fact last night she didn't seem very happy and she even told me she needed some time and space to herself. Wellllll, I look and she seems to be even more sad than lastnight. And on top of that I learn she broke up with her boyfriend while thinking of me (this is second hand information). So I feel good, cause now she doesn't have a boyfriend. But that makes me a selfish JERK! Then again I feel horrible cause now I know I'm the reason she feels so bad! AGGGGGG! And right now the bad feeling is really overpowering the good feeling... GRRRRRR, life sucks... well now all I can do is see how crap unfolds. GOSH DARN I HATE TO WAIT! exclaim
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